The 10 year challenge.

I did a 10 year challenge in 2021 after I did my big chop. I struggle. So many beautiful parts of me are in my past. Yet, so many broken, sad, and hurt parts of me are in my past and linger in the present. I seem to languish with one leg in the NOW, … Continue reading The 10 year challenge.

Behavior

I'm death scrolling in the early morn because I am not having morning sex. I'm middle aged and alone after multiple failed relationships. Yet i'm at peace and not being mistreated, so I guess being alone without emotional or physical calamity is indeed a f'ing flex. I think we should prepare people (Black American women … Continue reading Behavior

Talk to the paper

Things just spilled onto the paper and then I tucked the papers away. Sometimes it is hard to do these days because after a day of adulting and parenting, I'm tired. So I sit with the sadness. #MommyFab