The 10 year challenge.

I did a 10 year challenge in 2021 after I did my big chop. I struggle. So many beautiful parts of me are in my past. Yet, so many broken, sad, and hurt parts of me are in my past and linger in the present. I seem to languish with one leg in the NOW, …

Don’t let your heart wake up…

When I am loved I feel as though I am safe. #MommyFab

Life expectations and Broken Hearts

Listen, I'm a guru of failure. I fail like a boss. I fail big. I fail hard. At 45 yrs old, I'm okay with my flawed humanity. #EfabulousHB

I am #EfabulousHB.

I am exhausted daily because I give 104.76429% from the time I put on my shoes.

By 5, I was very broken. I find pieces and glue myself together constantly.

I am a very beautiful stain glass version of humanity, pieced together fabulously.

It is 2219hrs CST. I am wrapped in a semi-dry blanket on the floor, laying quietly next to my angel. Today, this is my place of rest. This is my safe place, because in this little room holding her hand… I am safe. Most of all, I am loved. I am loved completely and unconditionally …